Thursday, June 13, 2019

Sweet little cheeks

Those sweet little cheeks will change your life.

Whether they're wet from crying or sticky from breakfast, they are simply perfect.
They make the world a better place and they can also bring you to your boiling point.
Them cheeks are super soft, super loveable.

My how they've changed my every day look on life.  The world doesn't revolve around me or the smallest silliest issues anymore.  I worry about the best diapers to the funnest toys all the way to providing them with the best education. 

This mama bear may not look her best (at any point), but my God do they look like spotless models for Carter's.  The focus is on them and we love it.  These sweet cheeks happen to be our everything, our world, hearts and souls.

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Sometimes I don't know

Some days I just don't know..
I don't know how I do what I do.
I don't know if I'll be able to do it all over again tomorrow.
I don't always have the answers to my own questions, let alone to others'.
I'm unsure of what I need to say to make it all better.
Will it ever get better?
Do miracles really happen?
Am I doing what I'm supposed to be doing?
I just don't know.

Unsure of how I feel and why I feel that way.
Unsure of myself most days, but I wing it.
Am I allowed to be tired?
Or tired of being in pain every day?
Or maybe even to be upset when things can clearly be worse?
I just don't know.

I'm thankful, blessed and annoyed.
I shouldn't be complaining, I tell myself.
I shouldn't be a lot of things, but here I am, killing it.
Is it ok that I don't know?