A tough week

I've been MIA for a couple of days.
I'm struggling to stay upbeat.
I'm finding it hard to smile.
It's been a rough week.

I need help, time, to be more patient, to see the good in things, to calm down.
Life is testing me and I feel that I'm failing.
It's been a rough week.

Losing hope, sleep, myself and loved ones.
The tears no longer help so I keep searching.
The search for answers, for a break, for good news, for anything at all is just a black hole.
It's been a rough week.

Let me be..
I'm breaking, hopeless and emptying quickly.
Let me be..
Miserable, unappreciative, weak and bitter.

...It's been a rough week...